What I do from 8PM to 12AM

This will be the timing that I will be at home most of the night. What will I usually do:

1. On laptop, play FM 08, check email and surf net
2. Watch football or sports news

Reason I am writing this down was I thought thru this morning of what Eve said yesterday of me should spend more time with Amos, which I hate to admit I should improve. It's very easy for me to do my own things in the night especially when Amos tend to stick with Evelyn, which I have all the more reason not to tend to him.

Sometime we ask why things dun seems to be right when the very reason is because of ourselves. How can I expect Amos to grow up to be a God fearing person when the father dun teach or model properly that all he do when he goes home like he can switch to the "worldly mode" and do the things himself wan to do.

When we got home "okay Amos. play by urself" then hopefully he will go to sleep soon, if not my wife sure can handle wan. I am sure some of you might find it a surprise that I am like that or maybe some of u might sing the same tune as me.

I am not gonna hide it but to be frank, I can easily just carry on like this and dun give a 2nd thought but I think I ought to do something. Pray that with God's help I will be able to change. Think the best person to see if this will come true will be my dear wife.

Pray that I can lead my family in the way that pleases God for it's always easy to go out to serve others when we can easily overlook the very close ones around us. And I also pray for all you guys out there who finds it hard to do so too.